Straight to My Chest

I was just at Jonathan’s house waiting for a soiree,
we’ve been waiting all day for something like this,
we got ourselves changed, and when we were finished, o boy was it strange,
Marco, Jonathan, and Mikee waited for a while,
tried to kill time one way or another,
and so they watched Pearl Harbor,
Pae, Rois, and Kyle would join them, and I had to do something

And I can count it on and on
But the seconds I try to kill
Just won’t die any faster, hand me a blaster
‘Cause I’ve been sitting here and I am still

Waiting for the girls, feeling bored
In this living room, and I feel ignored
I feel this boredom like a little sword
Straight to my chest, straight to my chest
To my chest, to my chest,
Straight to my chest, straight to my chest
To my chest, to my chest,
Straight to my chest, straight to my

Then I was at the piano with Miggy, Liam, RA, and Josh,
and I needed to push the keys so hard, and with the strength of my lungs,
and every word that we sang was on the tip of our tongues,
and we would’ve sung and played until that piano would break,
Jonathan’s mom came and said that we sounded great,
more songs were played, and more noises made,
and after all of that, we still had to wait

And I can count it on and on
But the minutes I try to kill
Just won’t die any faster, hand me a blaster
‘Cause I’ve been trying my best just sitting still

And I can count it on and on
But the hours I try to kill
Just don’t die any faster, hand me a blaster
‘Cause I’ve been dying here, and I’ve lost my will

Everybody’s Favorite Superhero.

He shines like a comet in the sky
He doesn’t feel pain when he bleeds
He fights injustice with his eyes
He can move mountains in his sleep
He’s a very talented guy
He is a manic pixie dream
He’s not affected by kryptonite
He’s superhuman with his shield

And the sword and the shield, they meet as one
And they share with heads with a battle gun
And the shield and the sword, they come and go
Like my friends and foes, but I don’t think so

He’s everybody’s favorite superhero

He’s got command of love and sin
He heals himself from every scar
He is the whisper in the wind
He can make you feel safe in the dark
He can shoot webs out of his wrist
He can even take you to the stars
He is the shining light within
He lights up the demons in your heart

And the skies and the stars, they opened up
And they told me that I’ve seen enough
And the stars in the sky refused to show
Where did they go, I just don’t know

He’s everybody’s favorite superhero

His song is over, they still have fun
He’s always sober, I’m always drunk
He’s John Cena, I’m CM Punk
He’s the main event, and I’m just the front
O baby, I’m hurt, why can’t you see
But the supervillain inside of me
Will never come close to your sympathy
‘Cause everybody likes the superheroes
Nobody hurts a superhero

He’s everybody’s favorite superhero

Insecticide II

Every single time we talk at night
I’m a litte more in love each time
I hang on to every word you say
And nothing ever comes out right

And ooh, I just wanna say it all to you
And ooh, I just wanna be with you

All the things we couldn’t say
‘Cause we were not supposed to
Many reasons, many ways
To say I’m in love with you
We could’ve said it every day
Was it a joke to you?
Was it a joke to you?
Well it’s true, it’s true

I’m in love with you,
I’m in love with you
It’s you, it’s you

I’ve got a little bit of respect for an insect
I’ve been living in a retrospect for you and your boyfriend
For you and your boyfriend

The Thing About You and Me

You’ve never cared about me

I’ve never cared about you

Why don’t you just let me be?

Is it so hard to do

‘Cause I’m still the one for you?

I’m actually kinda busy

I’ve got no time for you

I guess nothing ever comes so easy

You’re still the one I want

And you’re still the one I love

Sorry it’s real and sorry it’s fantasy

I think about you while you think about me

I’m sorry it’s just not meant to be

The thing about you and me

Sorry it’s real and sorry it’s fantasy

I think about you while you think about me

I’m sorry it’s just not meant to be

I think about you and you think about me

Things Fall Apart

You wrap your self around my eyes

And my spine burns just a sliver

You seduce me with your lies

As we hold onto each other

Intertwined, 

and we say what’s on our minds, and we play them over

I just want you to stay, ‘cause

I’ll have the time of my life

If you give me your heart

Try to make you believe

That wherever you are

I’ll be there in your heart

Even when things fall apart

You are the love of my life

And the love of my heart

You’re the love in the light

And the love in the dark

There’s a fire in my heart

You can light it up when things fall apart

You’re like an earthworm in my hair

And my broken spine, it shivers

You undress me with your stares

As we slowly coil our fingers

Copulate,

And we say it’s not too late, and we play it over

I just wanted to say, ‘cause

I want you all of my life

I’ll give you all of my heart

I’m gonna give you the world

I’m gonna give you the stars

There’s a world in my heart

You can visit when things falls apart    

I love you all of my life

And with all of my heart

I will give you my all

I will give every part

There’s a hole in my heart

You can fill it up when things fall apart

I’ll never try, I won’t think twice

To leave you sad inside your head

Witches breathing at your neck

I wanna be your every breath  

Caterpillar Wings

Every day’s as good as night
Every flame is good as light
Every thing is pushed aside, every thing will be all right
Every day’s as good as night
I just want you by my side

Every yes is good as might
Every game is good as fight
Every guess is pushed aside, every thing will be all right
Every yes is good as might
I just want you to decide

I just want you to be here.

The Sound of a Spiral

Phrase, sentence fragments, clauses
And this is, the silence I beg for
Space, a mellow sadness, causes
Absences, affections

I never asked you for this.

Why would I still receive it?
You’re holding it against me.
You’re holding it against me, why?

What choice do I have
When all I have is you?
And just like that
I have nothing to prove.

Oh, whatever will I do
Whatever will I do with you?

Trace, all these changes, in reverse
I make advances, flawless, tasteless
Cobwebs, angels we converse with
On your mattress, in your blankets

I can’t let this happen

Oh, whatever will I do
Whatever will I do without you?